2011年1月31日 星期一

Thankful

Finally had my first floor dinner with my dear floormates
it's always nice to gather together once a while since i haven't really had the chance to talk to them.
I love spending time with them even tho we always have the most random conversation : )
Can't wait till high table and CG chinese dinner on wednesday.

During dinner today, i had a fortune cookie.
"You have so much to be thankful for." was the message<3
Can't even describe how i felt at the time, it was so powerful.
Last Sunday i had a talk with S at church, she mentioned that
" Even when things doesn't work as well as it suppose to be, remember that God still loves you a lot."

These days i've been really reaching out for this
praying a lot and thinking through a lot
I'm glad i had my sisters and brothers around me giving me the best support
I'm so blessed by you God<3

I'll do my best.

是我那時付出太多嗎
還是其實我們都變了
是這麼的有點遺憾
但終究這就是人生
不斷的學不斷的看清
最終沉默是我的答案
你不會懂因為你真的不了解我

2011年1月16日 星期日

加油

累了
真的很累
不想再做這樣的角色
想躲起來不想讓任何人看到

我真的沒有這麼堅強
該是時候讓我靜一下了

教會裡掉的眼淚是複雜的
有多久沒有這種心情
該是改變自己的時候

2011年1月8日 星期六

lead me to the cross


Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

2011年1月6日 星期四

不要丟下我


現在的我
只想做進一切我能做的
去彌補我所犯下的失誤

無論如何
我一定要做到
不管有多難我會盡我所有的力量去完成

承諾
不能反悔
請上帝幫助我陪我走過這些最艱難的步伐

2011年1月5日 星期三

My First Blog

haven't been updating my wretch for a really long time
probrably it's because all my friends start using facebook instead
or maybe it's because i never really feel like writing anything again

i guess that's why i closed it and decided to have a new start for 2011

2010 graduated from high school and attended university
everything was so different that i kinda had no idea how to handle all of this at the same time

2010 summer was amazing
all my friends graduated from high school and entered different universities
it's the time of our lives when we can finally take a rest and chill with no pressure
that was a wonderful summer, met up with  lots of friends that i haven't been talking for ages

and then university life
it is tough i must admit it
lots of new learning experiences which i'm still trying to discover

i'm not going to lie but i miss high school a lot
:(

i'm glad Rachel brought me to CCF
and i love the way we first met: P
so many stories, so many girls talk
i'm glad i met you and thanks for giving me the best support
p.s you're definitely going to be the first one to read my blog :)

ccf was the first step i start getting closer to God
although i used to go to the church during high school life
i never really had the chance to learn about the bible
and in a way i felt kinda far away from him
but things are getting better and it became a place where i can rely all my emotions on
and to pray for myself, my family and my friends

i'm glad i got to go back home during winter
had the chance to take a break and be ready to start over again
spend most of my time with my family
and met up with three of my best guy friends and three of my best girl friends
too much to say how important you people are too me 
thank you for always being there for me
<3
i'm so proud to have you all

2010 was complicated but i'm glad i faced through all of this
2011 might not be easy but i will try no matter what to work on it and do my best