How GREAT is our God

God in my living

There in my breathing
God in my waking
God in my sleeping

God in my resting
There in my working
God in my thinking
God in my speaking

Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
Be my everything
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/tim_hughes/everything.html ]
God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing

Christ in me
Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
You are everything

<3 

Proverbs 3:5-6 

很多事情我沒辦法用言語表達我的心情

很確定的是我知道上帝真的真的很愛我

無論遇到什麼事情我都要喜樂平安快樂

我

這四天哭了眼睛腫腫的
但是好值得微笑發現自己好幸福

一切都來的及
"現在的受難是餵了顯現將來的榮耀"
不斷的聽取意見聽取身邊的經驗來充實自己

該怎麼去表達我內心的comfort and feeling我無法用言語表達
just knowing that God is there and he loves me so much

加油柔柔
加油媽咪
加油妹妹
加油我愛的你們

Once again

Words can't describe how blessed and grateful I am
Now is my turn to turn away from all the distractions and just focus on my own relationship with God

Dear friends, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal that has come on you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice inasmuch as you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. 1 Peter 4:12-13

不要害怕

我的未來很渺小
但是我知道只要我努力的走完每一步上帝會帶領著我一直走下去
never give up the hope

God is so good.
<3

我很幸福

我擁有你們每一個人
是我多大的幸福

謝謝你
很高興能在今年跟你熟了點
偶爾的簡訊讓我在緊張擔憂的時候隨時提醒著我要加油
謝謝你的細心和關心
我真的很感動

謝謝你
從去年到現在我們的默契真的不是蓋的
謝謝你的貼心總是想盡辦法逗我開心
我知道你看得出來我內心在想什麼
謝謝你沒逼問我總是適當的給予我適當的關心

謝謝你
很高興今年又再跟你熟了點
謝謝你的海報謝謝你常常逗我開心
很開心你喜歡我們的禮物
我也好幸福能擁有你這個朋友

謝謝你
總是和我分享你的心情
喜歡和你聊天很輕鬆很可愛常常取笑你害羞的樣子
我知道你一定知道你在做什麼
我會支持你的期待你早日達到你的夢想:)

謝謝你
雖然你常常讓我無言
但我知道我們真的是好朋友
有你在我總是又哭又笑
有你在很好謝謝

常常跟我的姊妹們說我多愛他們多感謝有他們在
但你們這群我還沒有真的好好感謝過呢
我知道他們也不會看到這篇文章
我只是好感動我擁有一群隨時在我身邊的朋友們:)
少了他們我都不知道該怎麼辦了<3

旅程

有多久沒敘述自己的心情

有多久沒有真正打開心房

其實我真的很軟弱

一點也不堅強

什麼時候才能成長踏出那一步

matthew 21:22 "And whatever you ask in prayer you will receive, if you have faith."

Famine 30 hours

Before Summer , I got this e-mail asking if i would like to volunteer as an  translator this year for Famine 30 hours, which brought me the chance to once again participate in this event.Two years ago I start volunteering for World Vision, I didn't really understand anything about Christian at that time, I just volunteered because I wanted to help.Two years After, I got the chance to have my own relationship with God and become a Christian.It's amazing how God has been working in my life and once again give me another chance to share my experience.

Here is a little sharing (:

The Executive director for World Vision Taiwan talked about how over 13 million people in Horn of Africa are suffering famine, and over 920 million people all over the world are facing the edge of hunger. He also mentioned that every 4 seconds one person dies from hunger-related diseases.

They showed a lot of videos during the event, and it really reminded me how much people out there needs help and support. There was this story talking about a grandmother that have five grandchildren, and due to the weather and climate change, there was no harvest for them, which they had to endure hunger or to beg for food for the whole year. One of the artists that went to support shared that when she give the children lollipops during the visit,  they ate the lollipop stick first because they never know how to eat lollipops.

but even though they have such a tough life, they are still thankful for everything; food, used clothes and most important to have people helping them.

It really made me think about how fortunate, how lucky we are and all the thing we take for granted that a lot of people have to struggle through and fight for it.


There is also another amazing story that really showed how God has been working in our lives.African American gospel singer Zorina London came to lead worship on Sunday Morning.
She is a grandmother and is already in the age of 72. But she told us that in the inside she is still a 17 year old girl, that is so blessed and grateful for everything that happened in her life.
she was  raped by her uncle in the age of 8, addicted to drugs during the difficulties of her childhood and beaten up during her whole 14 years of marriage. No one really cared about her and told her that she was nothing. But then Jesus Christ came to her and set her free.
She told us that because of trusting in him, she got to forgive her uncle, her husband and everyone else in her life and she is happy for how God used her to share the gossip.


It's so encouraging hearing her sharing with all the smiles that she had on her face and how powerful her voice is when she sings. (I record a little part of her singing, will upload it sometime soon.)


By fasting through 30 hours, I realized that it's not about going through the 30 hours without eating, it's about realizing how lucky we are, and how we can do to assume responsibilities for others. 
Hey all, Love had really made things easier and beautiful.:)
One person's power might be small, but each of us has the ability to make a difference in this world, if we combine all that ability we can change the world. This world will be so much better if we all try to step out the first step.


I'm so glad to have the chance to share this.
Hope you all are having a good summer and hope this is encouraging to you all.

be strong.

加油盡力
您已為我安排一切

笑一個

其實我很容易滿足
一點點的關心和在乎我都很珍惜
同時我也很容易受傷
一點點小事情就會讓我在意難過

得堅強勇敢點
該放的就要放
該說的就要勇於說出口
該做的別再擔憂躊躇不前

不能一直活在過去
必須去接受新的一切

認真用心做好每一件事
把聖經的話牢牢記住在心裡

說得很容易
我知道不簡單
要滿20歲了
要為自己所有的一切負責

跌倒的教訓要牢牢記住
上帝為我安排的這一切
我所體會的所面對的所走出來的這些日子
我要永永遠遠放在心裡
不要再一次的模糊混淆
清清楚楚的踏出我的下一步

要為自己為我所愛的人
為我所在乎的人
加油一點才行

傷心難過後的雨過天晴
是很寶貴的
學習經歷體會
我比別人多學了一堂課
(:

shine like stars

Trust

had a talk about this with S today morning
I'm glad he questioned me a lot and made me really think about how I've changed through this summer and how GOD has been working and leading me these days

We talked about how we should fully trust into him
By looking into our daily lives.
How we got to meet someone, be friends and start TRUSTing in him/her ,get to know them well and having a deep relationship with them.
It's the same as how we built our own relationship with him and how we got to understand that he has everything planned and we shouldn't be worrying. Instead, be patient and really listen to his words.

we also talked about how prayers are so important
and we should pray constantly anytime, everywhere, happy, sad, worrying... just PRAY.
I saw this verse that day
 "Whatever you ask for in prayer believe that you have receive it, and it will be yours."Mark 11:24
Share to him about who you are
and TRUST him with all your heart

By seeing family, friends, fellowship and myself growing
I'm fully blessed and grateful, this is so good.

How great is our GOD

:)

Does anybody hear her.



 

She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon's ever widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She's another two years older
And she's three more steps behind

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even know she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

She is yearning
For shelter and affection
That she never found at home
She is searching
For a hero to ride in
To ride in and save the day
And in walks her prince charming
And he knows just what to say
Momentary lapse of reason
And she gives herself away

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even know she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

If judgment looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can't see past her scarlet letter
And we've never even met her

Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see?
Or does anybody even know she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me

A song that made me cry, think and grow

Whatever you ask for in prayer believe that you have receive it and it will be yours. Mark 11:24

Give all your worries and cares to God, For he cares about you. 1 Peter 5:7

7/17我從心開始出發

其實就是這樣

人生一定會遇到的

但過了就過了學也該學到了

會有點不捨因為會懷念

但終究必須放掉

人事物東西都一樣巴

我有點失望因為你變了

但同時我更慶幸

因為這樣才能讓我深深刻刻的去體會你是什麼樣的人

很多的喜悅快樂就當作回憶巴

真的這樣的關係我也不想要了

用心去做每件事

我有好多的期待

要加油才行要不然怎麼對得起自己和愛我的人

長大了要成熟點

不可以再像以前不懂事了!

:)

Birthday Month:)

乎
Finally done midterms.

三月很複雜

是我寶貝老妹,外公,梅和波的生日
今年又多了好多重要的ccf家人
這在一起的每分每秒是我最珍惜的
是一輩子放心底最美麗的回憶

昨天晚上派對好成功真的好開心
中間我有不知所措一下
但謝謝上帝幫助我讓我講出了最真誠的一段話
:)


感覺身邊很重要的人都在這個時候邁入一個新的階段
同時我也要對自己下最大的期許

加油

I can do this.

this song totally melted my heart<3
and i promise i'll update it after my midterms:)

Valentine's day

Happy V-day to all the people around me
i love you all so much<3

God is amazing and prayers are so powerful.
i love you Jenny, can't wait to see you soon
:)

如果可以

我想消失一天
做我自己

我想打醒我自己
我真的做這一切做得好累
我早該明白這一切都是這麼的愚蠢
我為什麼到這個時候還沒辦法清醒

時候到了
極限盡了
剩下的我什麼都不想再多說

Thankful

Finally had my first floor dinner with my dear floormates
it's always nice to gather together once a while since i haven't really had the chance to talk to them.
I love spending time with them even tho we always have the most random conversation : )
Can't wait till high table and CG chinese dinner on wednesday.

During dinner today, i had a fortune cookie.
"You have so much to be thankful for." was the message<3
Can't even describe how i felt at the time, it was so powerful.
Last Sunday i had a talk with S at church, she mentioned that
" Even when things doesn't work as well as it suppose to be, remember that God still loves you a lot."

These days i've been really reaching out for this
praying a lot and thinking through a lot
I'm glad i had my sisters and brothers around me giving me the best support
I'm so blessed by you God<3

I'll do my best.

是我那時付出太多嗎
還是其實我們都變了
是這麼的有點遺憾
但終究這就是人生
不斷的學不斷的看清
最終沉默是我的答案
你不會懂因為你真的不了解我

加油

累了
真的很累
不想再做這樣的角色
想躲起來不想讓任何人看到

我真的沒有這麼堅強
該是時候讓我靜一下了

教會裡掉的眼淚是複雜的
有多久沒有這種心情
該是改變自己的時候

lead me to the cross

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

不要丟下我

現在的我
只想做進一切我能做的
去彌補我所犯下的失誤

無論如何
我一定要做到
不管有多難我會盡我所有的力量去完成

承諾
不能反悔
請上帝幫助我陪我走過這些最艱難的步伐

My First Blog

haven't been updating my wretch for a really long time
probrably it's because all my friends start using facebook instead
or maybe it's because i never really feel like writing anything again

i guess that's why i closed it and decided to have a new start for 2011

2010 graduated from high school and attended university
everything was so different that i kinda had no idea how to handle all of this at the same time

2010 summer was amazing
all my friends graduated from high school and entered different universities
it's the time of our lives when we can finally take a rest and chill with no pressure
that was a wonderful summer, met up with  lots of friends that i haven't been talking for ages

and then university life
it is tough i must admit it
lots of new learning experiences which i'm still trying to discover

i'm not going to lie but i miss high school a lot
:(

i'm glad Rachel brought me to CCF
and i love the way we first met: P
so many stories, so many girls talk
i'm glad i met you and thanks for giving me the best support
p.s you're definitely going to be the first one to read my blog :)

ccf was the first step i start getting closer to God
although i used to go to the church during high school life
i never really had the chance to learn about the bible
and in a way i felt kinda far away from him
but things are getting better and it became a place where i can rely all my emotions on
and to pray for myself, my family and my friends

i'm glad i got to go back home during winter
had the chance to take a break and be ready to start over again
spend most of my time with my family
and met up with three of my best guy friends and three of my best girl friends
too much to say how important you people are too me 
thank you for always being there for me
<3
i'm so proud to have you all

2010 was complicated but i'm glad i faced through all of this
2011 might not be easy but i will try no matter what to work on it and do my best